Looking Ahead

RANDOM*

2011-10-03T00:04:00.000-07:00

Soccer makes me happy.

I love soccer.

stranded. lost.

doing my best to get back on track.

figuring out.

still.

Lost.

Brainstorming :)

solo mission.

sooner or later.

i will.

get back on track,

definitely.

>=)

Even heroes have the right to bleed.

not easy being me.

Back!!!

2011-05-15T05:36:00.001-07:00

Ohhhhhh! d0.0b

Finally!
after weeks of tight schedule that screwed up every of my brain cells into what i call....s.h.i.t.s. haha. Anyway, glad to be blogging again here. Still serving the country and alive.haha. So far, i've planned ahead for the next few years to come. This is what i've decided :
Since NTU intake is only on the month of july/august and my ORD year is on nov 2012, i decided to work as a full time _________ until the month of july/august. I dont know whether its a good option or not but if anyone out there have a better suggestion, please...pleaseeeee do share your opinion/suggestion as i really need to plan ahead. Do take note, im 23 THIS FREAKING YEAR ! hahaha. so do take the age into consideration as well. hahaha!

Last saturday, went for ATP (range test). it took one whole day but it was worth it as i manage to get a marksman! totally suprised since i need to get atleast a score of 29 and i cant afford to miss more than 2 shots or else cannot get the marksman. LUCKILY, i miss only 2 shots during the night and it felt really awesome! i was cursing and swearing before knowing the result because i tot i miss more than 2 shots. Smile on my face now :) hehehe. Also, Manchester United have won the EPL Title for the 19th time! wooohoooO! when am i going to have myself a red devil's jersey. hahahha! UEFA Champions league final against Barcelona is a must watch even though i have this feeling that Barcelona is going to take the title but who cares, Man United, please surprise me! hehehee!

Most of my camp mates pestering me to find a girlfriend since im ____ years old. I wish i have one BUT not now though. NS babe! Sooner or later i'll find one la. hahahaha! who knowssss eh! kekeke. alright people, time for the private marksman to sign off!

CHeerios!! People!

The most important thing in communication is to hear what isn't being said
-Peter F.Drucker-

^.^

2011-03-13T03:12:00.000-07:00

hello!
I'm back! hahaa. just woke up few minutes ago to catch Man Utd Vs Arsenal Fa cup match. Now half time good thing man utd is leading. Anyway, life been great on weekends however on weekdays, its a lil bit problematic. haha. Being in the army...alot have yet to learn. 2 years to think about my future.
Finish NS then NTU...most prolly work after ns while waiting for NTU since intakes are in the july/august unless theres a jan intake. Talking about NTU, i didnt really thought of going to any Uni few years back...but now...i already reserve a spot for myself. Thank God.
A year and 7 months to go for NS. Still surviving.
I hope people in Japan are coping well with the aftermath of the natural disaster.

OKay manchester united won :D hehehe. sorry gunners.

okay, logging off for now. CIAO!

Vacation at Pulau Tekong!

2010-11-10T01:07:00.000-08:00

Hey, Its me!
Khairul la! siape lagi kan? haha.
Anyway, Im going to tekong within few hours time.
How should i feel...im kinda nervous but not scared though.
Having this anticipation feeling, you know something to look forward to.
Never joined an uniform group before although i almost join NPCC in my sec sch days.

so yeap. i guess its good for me to be serving the country. hehe.

k lah, anything just contact my hp, still the same no.

BYE!!

Who are you now?
Are you still the same or did you change somehow?
What do we do at this very moment when i think of you...
.
.
.
still no words from you.

midnight rush!

2010-10-16T04:22:00.000-07:00

This is what i've been doing for my upcoming cousin's wedding...was assign to do the signboard. oh well, too tired. will show some pictures.

Some of the stuff needed.

The main ITEM

Halfway there. hehe.

COMPLETE

Look kinda flawless plus real huh?
haha wait until u have a closer look...alot of patches.

Time check
4:20am.

Gotta go to bed.
will continue tmr !
ciAo

an eye closed.

sore throat.

2010-09-07T02:46:00.000-07:00

Few more days to Hari Raya and I still have yet to do some spring cleaning (can count using fingers lagi ni). kekeke. i did mention about not wanting to be a procrastinator but oh well, so far it happens when it comes doing house chores.hehe.

Still have not yet bought the drinks we wanted. Me and my dad went to sheng siong at ten mile junction to get our drinks but too bad...no more. My dad still insisted that we get Sprite. Well, since there are no stock at sheng siong, we decided to try our luck at IMM's Giant. Found the bottles section and.....no sprite in cartons. Not even a bottle of 1.5L of sprite is present. Haiz, my dad decided to get a few cans of sprite, he said he wanted to try something like sparkling juice? In the end we just bought 6 cans of Sprite. haha! pathetic right? We laugh as we queue to make our purchase on how pathetic we are...went all the way to IMM just to buy few cans. haha.

Anyway had tuition just now AND he thought it was suppose to be on tuesday when i already confirmed 100% with him that i bring forward to monday for this week. haiyoo. The worst thing was, i came to teach chemistry AND he got N level Paper later on which was not chemistry but Combined Humanities. argh, i feel so guilty man for coming at the wrong time...seriously. He asked me to teach him Combined Humanities since i took the same subjects when i was still a boy. haha. I cant really teach him that since my Combined H really suck to the core. I dropped my Comb H when i was taking my O's, so yeap. Though i like to read now, its too late. haha!

Okay la, gotta get myself a power nap bfo sahur.
Nights people!

Geeee, i hate my sleeping pattern time!

Tch.

2010-08-19T04:04:00.000-07:00

Went back to the past(friendster,heehee) for awhile and notice something never change in me and something does...haha. Here, comments(testimonials/testies in the past) ? haha.

"Khairul is a VERY shy person, or rather he is a shy person who like to hide behind a act tough shell as he goes ard trying hiis best to look cool and act tough ...now dont u think beneath his so called blurness, is someone who is very perceptive and observant?" From Indra. So true. hahaha! I guess someone older than you can understand the younger ones. haha!

"He is not a playboy type of guy n i will recommend girls to go out with him as he has a sincere heart" From Munir....well, the heart USED to be sincere ah but not anymore, lost it. kwang3.

Well, what have we learn here? people changed! hahaha! It's that simple! I really got no idea what i should blog about =/

Tuition? The student is doing great at the moment for chem and im glad. His sis asked me to teach history and shell shocked for awhile since history...is not my fav subject during sec days and it requires a lot of reading and memorizing. Should i have a go? maybe we'll see how.

Fasting? So far So good! Nothing much to say but i know im doing better unlike last year, i barely go trawih due to school.

whoa, going to sahur later and my younger just started snoring...hahaha. WTH?! I am really into korean variety shows. They are something new and funny! Try watching Family Outing, 2 days 1 Night or Happy Together, im sure those shows will brighten you ppl up. hehe.

Okay ! time to sahur, selamat menjalankan ibadah puasa people!

Gosh, i need to get my sleeping pattern right!

Houseboy

2010-07-15T23:40:00.000-07:00

sorry for the lack of updates. I am so groggy. So lethargic and so lazy. Gonna have a long holiday till November 10th. Anyway, mom, dad and elder brother went to Melbourne since my brother gonna spend there for one and a half years. Whereas, my parents will be back on the 21st of July. House chores is really not my cup of tea. Taking out the trash, laundry, watering the plant, vacuum the house. haiyooo.
Anyway, being a tutor is a new experience to me. Though im kinda noob with teaching others, its fun as well. My apprentice(student) hahaha, told me that my way of teaching is fun and interesting. Im glad that it goes that way. Who would've guess that im reading chemistry books again.hahaha!
Just for an update, i managed to enter NTU direct 2nd year, EEE course, again, hahaha! Alhamdulillah :)
My parents called home right when i finish reciting Surah Yaasin. Thank you Allah.
Argh, gonna have an early rest, tmrw gonna be a long day....
Goodnight ;)

Years go by and time just seems to fly but the memories remain.

Inner Voice

2010-06-15T02:45:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the lack of updates, the heart wants to update but the body does not react well to it. hehs.
Anyway, like finally, im here updating :D

Theres something i would like to share..
Lately, i attend this 2 days training course conducted by a foreign organization named ''ESQ way 165'' during the weekends, on the 12th and 13th June. I thought it was like any other training i've attended but i was wrong. It was intense, at times, i feel like exploding. It moved me to tears most of the time. Also, i cried for the first time when i hugged both my parents. It was really an eye opener for me. I really hope most of my friends will attend this training course.

I would like to thank my parents for registering me for the training course.
I would like to thank Allah for letting me witnessing His Greatness and bringing me back to the righteous path.
Alhamdulillah.

A shout out to the WORLD!

When you feel you are alone, you are not.
When you feel no one loves you, you are wrong.
Allah always accompany and loves you.
Don't you ever forget Him.

Tired la siao.

2010-05-29T04:05:00.000-07:00

Just came back from FICO with secondary sch mates. was helluva fun. Like finally, Firdaus managed to join us. Shucks, my eyes really wants to shut down. hahaha. Drove Wan's car since i felt bad because we need to send Fir and Dir home and Wdlands.

Maybe going for soccer later, again. argh....so sleepy and tired.

A rebound eh...please eh. Don't ever think about it.

Reaction-less

2010-05-22T02:21:00.000-07:00

Just had decision making session with the family. I dont really know how to react. Sad?Happy?
Im so confused which path i should choose...
Eventhough I got 2 years to think about my future...2 years is short man.
i need to look for opportunities instead of complaining and whining from now on.

The song "Please Don't Stop The Rain" by James Morrison fits perfectly how i feel at this very moment.

We can pray for a sunny weather but that wont stop the rain.

Failing is part of success.

Disappointed

2010-05-20T03:09:00.000-07:00

Received my NTU admission result letter right after i came back from gym and soccer. Was really looking forward for a positive result but in the end, kena rejected. I'm not upset or angry, i just can give a loooooonnnnnnnngggggg sigh since its 'nasib masing2' (each person's luck) i guess i need to go the long way again. hahahaha! If i managed to find my personal tutor during my grad day, i ask him for help regarding the appeal.

Okay peeps.
going to sleep.
nites.

Cant Wait.

2010-04-23T02:57:00.000-07:00

End of April-May seems like to be the month i'll be looking forward to. Why? Good question.
On 30th April - 1St May 2010 will be Indra's Wedding Event. Yeap. I am so looking forward to his wedding.

And on the 21st May is my Graduation day :D sad i didnt get any awards, it need a miracle for me to get one.hahaha, anyway im glad that i am officially graduate form SP. To add to my excitement, my aunt from Australia will be coming coming to Singapore. Weee~ Its been like 2 years i last saw my aunt. I think its gonna be fun since her children will be coming along as well.

PS3 been making me stay at home most of the time. Time to go out and say hello to the world. hehehe.

Nights peeps.

somewhere, somehow, someone is waiting.

Noob Me.

2010-04-16T02:10:00.000-07:00

Currently, am 'studying' guitar. Damn hard. No talent for playing guitar BUT im a fast learner though. hehehe. so far only a few chords conquered. Will be strumming instead of plucking like Steve Vai/Malmsteen since u know...im a noob. hahaha. maner tau got talent to busker along the streets. choi choi. Anyway, learning guitar is really difficult. Difficulty level of 10, i would give a 7. If i got talent maybe a 1 or 2 is sufficient. hahaha.

Haiz. Susah susah susah. Difficult difficult difficult.

okay la, got to keep on practicing.

nites.

2010-04-12T03:00:00.000-07:00

Argh, whats with Manchester United these few days...lost to Chelsea, out of UEFA Champs league and now...a draw with blackburn..haiya, even though im being optimistic about chelsea losing their upcoming match(es) *hopefully* i can see the title out of our grasp. Anyway, i hope they pick up themselves next match.

Mom has been nagging me to sleep early and i dont know why. I think i razor cut my hair...wrongly. argh damn it...wont cut my hair by myself until NS unless needed. Currently listening to malay song Terasing by the late Sudirman. Anyway, went to ST12 concert yesterday even though im not a big fan of them. Got to say they performed live really well. Thank god some of the songs are familiar. i hope Peterpan will come to Singapore again.

gotta upload my Final Semester Result for NTU admission bfo 15th May 2010. Maybe i try to register for NUS once NS is over.

okay la, its 3am people, sleeping time ;)

Goodnight.

Aku tak mampu mengatakan
Aku tak mampu untuk mengukapkan
Hingga sampai saat ini
Perasaan telah tertinggal

freedom and boredom

2010-03-29T12:01:00.000-07:00

Final exam result released and was glad and happy that my GPA managed to improve even by alil. Cumulative GPA of 3.724 Diploma awarded, cant wait for grad day.

On the other hand, i am eager to know where am i posted to for my NS. Please let it be POLICE!!

Okay la, i need to go out ASAP.
Need to go GYM!

anyway, nites peeps.

Its hard to believe but its the damn truth.

be yourself.

2010-03-15T02:08:00.000-07:00

I finally understood why we have to be ourselves most of the times, especially in relationships. Dont get me wrong people, i just seem to understand the meaning. Recently, i chilled out with zahran and syafiq. Man's Talk. haha. We talked about what are we planning to do in future, learning from past mistakes and pointing out each other weaknesses and strengths. yea, sounds awkward/weird but we're friends since secondary school. I've come to realize that there's a blessing in disguise in every mistakes we made in the past.

Guess what, my elder brother bought a PS3! cool or what!?
hahaha, was so shocked and i believed my face was priceless back then when i saw he brought home a PS3! Thanks man! really didnt expect him to buy one.

Anyway, i am left with 9 days before the release of results. My expectations are kinda high BUT i know there will be some disappointment. I just have this feeling after i finish school. But oh well, just hope that my GPA will maintain and can enter Uni =D

alright people!
Going to sleep, cya!

Perfectionist? Used to be one.

2 down, 2 to go =)

2010-02-24T22:00:00.000-08:00

I should be studying instead of blogging BUT i just want to let out something because i was so disappointed with myself. It was about today's paper. I really really screw up the paper man. An estimation of 30 marks gone and im feeling soooo pathetic. Guess this feeling gonna hunt me for quite a while. Tsk. Though I know not everything is mend to go accordingly to our plan, its just hard to accept. haiz. i just have to hope and pray to get a good results then. hehe.

Was surprised when i bumped into Ain, she's prettier in person. hehe!
Anyway, take care fren ;)

Okay then, back to revision mode.
Mug mug mug

You can learn little from victory. You can learn everything from defeat.

Modules are killing me...

2010-02-14T01:52:00.000-08:00

Argh, exams will be on 22nd,24th Feb, and 1st,2nd March. Communication Modules is shit man. Been studying Digital Signal Processing for a day, really working up my brain to the limit,grrrr. I just hope in the end, all my effort will really pay off. Damn, i just remember about my university registration *smacks forehead* better go register ASAP. Most likely registering for NTU but somehow NUS sounds better. hahaha. Oh well. I think i wont be studying later on, need to do some workout...too lethargic already.

Oh kay, Happy chinese new year!

Nights.

Where have my sincerity gone to? =(

awkward.

2010-01-05T00:55:00.000-08:00

Hmm, why do i feel weird when i bought 4 items which cost a total of $50++ and feel otherwise when i bought an item which almost cost me $100...?
Anyone got into this situation before...? I'm curious...serious shit.

2010, almost there...

2009-12-27T01:45:00.000-08:00

Hmm, 2010 is just around the corner and i am not expecting much from the new year celebrations and stuff though most likely will be @ fico playing soccer with cousins. Anyway, poly life is ending real soon and regret that im no more active for CCA. I hope, really hope to enter soccer team if i manage to enter university. hehehe.

I still have yet to start doing my PBIL for power distribution. =S

since this will be my last half of my poly life, i will prioritize my school first. so yeap, dont expect me to update daily. hehs.

alright, goodnight all.

2010, can it be better...?

=S

2009-12-06T23:46:00.000-08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates...was lazy to update and also busy with school. Anyways, i cant wait for holidays. haha.
Cant update much though, got to go sleep right now.
having papers tmr, wed, thurs and fri.
WISH ME LUCK!

Tata! ;]

Khairul needs to give his best in every commitment.

Its getting closerrrr =S

2009-11-02T00:21:00.000-08:00

Hello world! sorry for the lack of updates for the past few dayssss. Just got my appetite back from some stomach upset which last for quite a few days. Anyways, my FYP spinnovex interview is just around the corner...its this coming Wednesday 0.0

Sunday was family day, have dinner at West Coast. Its been damn long since my family went out as a family. hahaha. Me busy with school, dad working shift and elder brother was serving NS. Alhamdulillah we managed to went out. Right after dinner we send the NS boy to SAF ferry terminal. yeap. I was thinking of doing my sch work when i reach home but i totally forget when i switched on the comp....oh well, will do it during tmrw's lecture. hehehe.

Oh kay, time to hit the sack.
Goodnight.

if u run away, nothing will begin

I go crazy when im tired.

2009-10-22T00:03:00.000-07:00

Gosh, my brain really went haywire when i am damn tired. So far, fot the 1st week of school isnt that bad since i am looking forward for almost all of the modules. I think I'm gonna have a big problem with Communication Skills For Work Module. Im really suck at this kind of stuff. Going to ask the lecturer on how to improve my comm skill next week. For these last semester, I'm going to give my very best for everything i do. That doesnt mean im serious with school. hahaha!

Okay la geng! Off to bed!
Goodnite! =)

Tonight gonna be a good night. Sleep.

you and music

2009-10-13T02:17:00.000-07:00

I've read an article on Reader's Digest. It caught my attention. They state that sound tastes define personality types. Lets have a look O.O

Blues - High self-esteem, creative, outgoing and at ease.
Rock/Heavy Metal - Low self-esteem, creative, not hardworking, not outgoing, gentle, at ease.
Rap - Hugh Self-Esteem, outgoing.
Opera - High Self-Esteem, Creative, gentle.
Country and Western - Hardworking, outgoing.
Soul - High self-esteem, creative, outgoing, gentle, at ease.
Reggae - High self-esteem, creative, not hardworking, outgoing, gentle, at ease.
Dance - Creative, outgoing, not gentle.
Indie - low self-esteem, creative, not hardworking, not gentle.
Bollywood - Creative, outgoing.
Jazz - High self-esteem, creative, outgoing and at ease.
Classical music - High self-esteem, creative, introvert and at ease.
Chart pop - High self-esteem, not creative, hardworking, not at ease.

and u know whats my fav type...?
alittle bit of everything =D
what are yours? hehs.
will post raya outing pics soon.

alright, kinda late.
Nights all!

A single bullet got me, i cant stop the bleeding.

RAYA OUTING!

2009-10-12T01:33:00.000-07:00

Just came back from jln raya and it was a blast with only 7 people in total.
Dont really know, but they say i drive....v.fast =/
oh well, like father like son. Hahs!
Nights!

give me the confidence! If not, lend it.

Cool.

2009-10-07T00:00:00.000-07:00

My idea for FYP failed, nvm, there should be a solution to it.
Went and catch Surrogates with Tall Dan. Boring movie...I got restless as the story goes on.
Anyway, thanks to Tall Dan pointing out that Dan Brown release a new book, The Lost Symbol, aper lagi, ask Danial to do a Quality Check (QC) hehs and head to the counter to purchased it.
Going to read it like....NOW!?

hehe! nites all, haf a good day tmrw!
;)

I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns Slowly

Woohoo! It Works!

2009-10-06T01:55:00.000-07:00

Basically, I'm somehow happy that my FYP work. Yes! Condensation does occur. Next is to find a way to collect those dews. Hmm, hope my idea will work again =D
Anyway, i hope i manage to register myself for French Language! i hope there will be a vacancy for me as i need to wait for the DBS thingy which they will mail it to me since i can only pay it online. I really want to study french badly =(

argh, gotta go to sleep now!
GOODNIGHT!

up and over the wall

Repairing.

2009-09-30T02:23:00.000-07:00

Dad gave me a project and that is to repair my mum's mixer =/ yeap, at this late hour. luckily its only the conveyor belt that broke. SO yeap, fixed up the conveyor belt thingy...took ard...an hour or so. need to wait for a few more mins then test run it before going to sleep. haiz..

gosh...im so sleeeeeeepy. -.-
guess i had to wait then.. =(

a personal challenge.

Results =)

2009-09-25T01:08:00.000-07:00

Results are out and it's not that bad though.

IS1006	INDUSTRIAL TRAINING PROGRAMME - SINGLE SESSION	4	A
ET0130	NETWORKS & PROTOCOLS	5	A
ET0064	POWER ELECTRONICS & DRIVES	5	A
BA002B	FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT FOR ENGINEERS	2	A
ET0060	POWER GENERATION & TRANSMISSION	5	A
ET0097	DIGITAL COMMUNICATIONS	5	B+

Semester GPA:	3.886
Cumulative GPA:	3.688

Expected to get a B+ for my last 2 module but get 1 A and a B+ instead. Alhamdulillah. Whereas for the GPA, i was hoping for a 3.7 and i almost reach my target XD. hahaha! anyway, Glad to maintain & improved my results.
Out of curiosity, i check out the engineering courses available at both NUS and NTU, both look appealing but NUS does not have EEE unlike NTU..so yeap. Oh well, still got few more months to think about it.

Alright people, i want to go to sleep.
Goodnight and goodbye!

updated.

2009-09-23T00:52:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the lack of updates, been very busy and lazy at the same time. Somehow, i really feel like skipping this year's raya. Anyway, Selamat Hari Raya peeps! ;D

Gotta go to bed, gonna do FYP again...tmr.
Nights

and the sky is falling down.

Cleaning.

2009-09-09T01:11:00.000-07:00

Clean up my study room. Separate all the unwanted stuffs and documents. A total of 6 plastic bags were used =/As i was cleaning up, i look thru my secondary sch results, I smiled and thought what the hell am i thinking during my secondary sch days. haha. Almost all of my results were like...just passed? hahahaha! Decided to throw what i've been holding on for a loooonnngggg time. yeap.

Anyway, received an email from sch regarding SPINOVEX...i need to make sure that my project is functioning by 28th sept! rush rush rush!!

Sleeping time!
Nights!

Its all said and done.

HOLIDAYS!!

2009-09-03T02:02:00.000-07:00

And finally, exams over! hehe. a huge burden off my chest, shoulders, legs and arms. hahaha! But i still have my FYP though. Haiz, i really hope the FYP will be completed and successful.

Just came back from playing soccer with the rest. Good Attendance. Rest for awhile now, a fast wash up later and then hit the sack.

Recently, yes, recently, people even my cousins been asking me this question..."Khai, why you don't have a gf?" I was like...''huh? is it a must to have now?" To be honest and frank, i really think i cant fully commit to it right now. Its not that i don't have time uh, but i realize how important education is. I did advice my younger cousins and also my younger brother, if they want to get into relationship, can, but don't forget about studying.

Oh well, okay! i want to doze off already! gotta be at sch later by 9am..haiyoo, sure late.
okay, CYA!

Please listen to what I am not saying...

2 down, 2 more to go and...

2009-08-26T00:55:00.000-07:00

I cant wait for holidays!!

though it will still be fasting month despite holidays, i still need those holidays. One of the event that i am looking forward to is meeting up with my old primary sch mates to break fast. Cant wait!

Anyway, having exam week(s) now. next week will be the last paper and i really cant wait to get it over and done =D

Alright then, going to sleep now.

The past is finished. There is nothing to be gained by going over it. Whatever it gave us in the experiences it brought us was something we had to know.

w00t!

2009-08-18T11:26:00.000-07:00

hey hey, you know what, i just notice that one of my communication modules is the 1st paper next week! shiet!!! I've been revising my power module all this while thinking it would be the 1st paper. But never mind, time is sufficient enough for me to recap back everything.

Going to JE library later on to study my comm modules and GEMS since im having GEMS paper later at 5pm.

Gotta get ready to go off!
Ciao!

up-up-update

2009-08-08T01:01:00.000-07:00

Just came back from playing soccer with Vapours. yea, quite late eh. Need to wait for a hour or so since i just finished eating. a heavy one! haha.

First Exam papers will be on 24th Aug and last will on 2nd Sept. Scary man! no more playing games during exam period XD. Experiment failed. haahaa.

Just one more PBIL and 2 Labtest remaining, cant wait to graduate...insya'Allah next year! Amin!

Orite, goodnight la people, later doing revision @ JE Lib.

Ciao Sin chi.

I just got to work for it.

Humans, that's what we are.

2009-07-28T23:29:00.000-07:00

Time to start my revision slowly...

Joining JKD soon.

Time to keep fit and healthy =D

Nights.

square one.

got to kick those bad habits!

2009-07-22T23:31:00.000-07:00

Gosh! Really hate those bad habits. Been slacking infront of computer, and sometimes absent for 8am or 9am lessons w/o valid reasons. sheesh. Mind set totally out of course eversince entering my final year. Year 3 and i feel impatient to graduate. Yes, year 3 is the most relaxing year for most of us and that is the challenge. Too relax? can say goodbye to university.

As for my FYP, what happened is really a blessing in disguise. PCB spoilt, the expert came, explained, and me and my team mate have a clearer picture on what we are suppose to do. Alhamdullilah. Does the process, condensation, produce drinkable water? That's what i have to find out and try.

Somehow, I am worrried about my right leg. To be honest, alot have happen to my right leg. Yesterday went for a jog along Brickland and now my feet got pain. Haish...what luck. I really got no idea what happen but i know i run as usual, no funny feeling or whatsoever. whatever it is, i hope the pain will be gone by tmrw, please. Amin.

Happy 21st Bday to Fido Dido =)

Alright, i think im going to call it a nite.
Goodnight.

This is it, accept fate and move on.

stretchessss yawn

2009-07-19T23:13:00.000-07:00

Well, the latest Harry Potter movie is kinda disappointing for me maybe i follow the movie too much instead of reading the book itself. hahas! I'll start reading the last book, Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows. Make sure i understand well and know what to expect.hehes.

I'm addicted to Combat Arms thanks to Syafiq =/ now what?
Tmrw another long long day.

Goodnight.

It just happened out of pure kindness.

Yayy!

2009-07-14T00:06:00.000-07:00

Alahai, i think i need to watch my diet...ACNE attacking liao. haha. Anyway, yesterday, had a family outing at Royal Hotel Carousel Restaurant and Queensway to celebrate my Dad's Birthday. It was great. Free for all. haha.

FYP Supervisor really looking for trouble. haha. He asked us why there is so many joints in the wiring. I was like "The joints were there even before you gave us". Oh well. The circuit board got overheated and i have a feeling that the supervisor was kind of disappointed with us =( What to do...just persevere lor.

My brother manage to get an offer in Bachelor In Neurology at the University at Melbourne. Well, congrats to him. however...the total tuition fee...tsk tsk. Expensive and i mean it is very very very expensive. Thousands of dollars In Australia Currency. haiz...i think i need to do my very best to enter the local universities. Amin.

Lastly, you know what? Most prolly I am going to enrol for 2B bike licence =) hehe. of coz using my own savings. dad give the permission. Thank youuu! heeehee.

okay, i think i need to chill out for awhile, just came back from soccer at Limbang.
Goodnight ;)

I know what i have to do but I'm just not strong enough...

6 more weeks. (week 12)

2009-07-09T00:42:00.000-07:00

Got my MST results and its kind of disapponting though i expected there will be a drop. I guess i should not be playing games during MST week, wrong chemistry. hahaha. Alhamdulillah but marks between 70 - 80...not my standard. Oh well, should know well enough what i should do during the semester exam.

Going attend a musical play on the 11th July 09 and Fattasha still have yet to confirm with me. Cepat siket ye...? haha.

FYP been progressing pretty well lately. I hope will enter SPINOVEX. Basically we are doing some sort of water pump+cooler powered by solar energy. Industrial Project. Heard from others that Industrial Project tend to enter SPINOVEX 90% but i wont put much hope on it. I rather work hard for the project first. haha.

Alright, almost 1am. Got to go.
Nights.

I want to get out from my comfort zone.

I wonder...

2009-07-05T02:07:00.000-07:00

Haiz, wrist in pain...i think i need to wear a wrist support next time i went bowling. Luckily we did not order chilli crab..i think i will have trouble eating it with my injured wrist.

Did have a great time just now eventhough i came for the food only.haha. I hope i get into Police for NS. Cant wait to enter NS next year and maybe get a bike licence as well, need my parent approval though. hehs.

Its 2.40am now..i think i'll call it a night.

Goodnight.

you never know what you have untill you lose it

Last Paper! =)

2009-07-04T01:16:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the lack of updates people, studying for MST. Been listening to MJ's songs for quite awhile eversince he passed away =( His songs were great. One of the songs i like is 'Man In The Mirror', it has meanings to it. Change yourself to change the world. Something like that. hahaha. Anyway, i seriously got some insomnia problem lately due to late night mugging+gaming. If i didnt get my expected results, i think i know where i go wrong. hehs.

I like this chorus :

I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make a change, yey
Na na na, na na na, na na na na oh ho

Everything's is going pretty well. Wan is going to serve NS soon, no gym buddy other than Jason. haha!

OK lah, goodnight all, late Last paper! cheers!

i really need to make that change

Six Hours

2009-06-23T00:20:00.000-07:00

Evening all.
Time check - Its 1215am

I'm kinda tired of doing long hours of revision..a total of 6 hours. I cannot tahan liao. Gonna concentrate my Communication Modules this week. Haiz. Tmrw going to meet up with frens after studying. Most likely at town/marina.

Alright, I think I'm hitting the sack now.

Goodnight =)

Time to Surrender, been too long pretending

Eh-Oh-Kay

2009-06-19T00:58:00.000-07:00

Somehow, i cant believe myself that i am actually studying for almost 4 straight hours. From 8pm till 12am. Yes, there are few breaks in between. Well, again, i went for to see a doctor today due to a excruciating pain in my stomach area, got trouble sleeping. Haiz, i think i better watch what I'm eating from now on. Luckily no injection to my buttock this time round =) I just hope my stomach got nothing serious about it. I guess i need to take another rounds of medicines again.haha. oh well.

Time check, almost 1am, just finished packing my study stuff and dad just came back from work. Well, i think its time for me to call it a night.

Ciao!

A mistake too great to hide.

2009-06-17T12:45:00.000-07:00

Mum ask me to replace the socket plug because its faulty (see how bad the blue wire got burnt) yea, so it took me quite awhile to do it.

Fault caused by a burn(most likely overload current) on the blue wire which is the neutral wire.

Now, here is the new socket. Mum bought it.

Tools/Equipment to do the job.

Removed the wire from the faulty socket plug and going to replace it into the new socket plug.

The desired length of the coloured wire is important so that it is neither too long nor too short.

Few mins later, managed to replace it. Blue - Neutral, Green/Yellow - Earth,

Red/brown - LIVE!

Yea, it cost 3 bucks.

Now the kettle is working properly and i need to buy a new switch socket outlet. Need to replace the ones at home soon.

My mum recieved these photos from her sister who lives in Australia. Wondering when will be the next time i will meet them.

Alright, i guess i need to get myself a quick, fast br-unch before going out to town to meet up with frens.

Cya people =)

Life on the moon, could it be any stranger?

Home but unwell =(

2009-06-12T22:15:00.000-07:00

Home sweet home but I am sick. Its either i got food poisoning or low immune system. Anyway, the last day before going back...i was lying on the hotel's bed, diahorrea, headache and a feel of vomiting. Yea, that bad, my parents decided to call in the experts. A temperature of 38 degrees Celsius. Terkejut babe dengar. So the doctor decide to inject something on my...buttock. yesh. Cramp lepas tu. haha. Anyway, thank God now i'm safe and feeling much better.

I think i talked too much, time to show some pictures. hehe. Enjoy!

OKay, thats all, theres more..but im kinda of lazy...

Goodnight people.

Oh ya, Ronaldo is going to R.Madrid...how cool is that. Hahs.

No Doors and No Rooms

Holidays Meant to Be Holidays

2009-06-06T23:11:00.000-07:00

Currently packing my stuff, getting ready for tmrw trip and in dilemma whether to bring along my laptop or not. Majority asked me to enjoy my holidays and put studies aside just for a few days and i think that they do got a point. Hmm, i think i shall not bring my laptop.

Anyway, i would like to thanked my buddies who treat me Dinner. Though there's no BBQ stingray, Grouper pun jadi uh.hahaha! Overall, it was a fun outing. Let's do it again before Wan going to serve the country but this time, lets make sure theres BBQ stingray. haha. Joking!

Weather is pretty hot and humid nowadays...drink lotsa plain water..still no effect. I just finished drinking a bottle of Isotonic Drink and now continue with 2 bottles of plain water. Eating supper soon.

orite, supper's ready.
nigths all.

Do pray for my family's safety.

It's not easy to be me.

My 21st =)

2009-06-02T23:28:00.000-07:00

Felt so old man. hahaha. Well, unfortunately i didnt celebrate it on the 2nd but i did celebrate it yesterday with family and friends. Met up with my family at JP right after my project meeting. Dad planned to have dinner at Fig & Olives. The dishes were so-so. Maybe of what i ordered. haha. Managed to get my dad's permission to use the car to go out with my frens at nite. hehes. Played bowling with indra, wan and zahran. Thank god its monday night. not alot of peeps. Played 3 games then go rounding for awhile. Went to harbourfront just to chill out...and it was 1:15am in the morning. Yes, we are crazy. Reached home ard 2:30am and dead tired.

Somehow, im still guessing where my frens are planning to take me tmrw..hahaha.

Alright, i got to hit the sack.
Tmrw got presentation.

Nights.

where the future is heading ?

Sick =(

2009-05-31T23:37:00.000-07:00

Haiz, what a bad day...the day was not onlyhot but my body was feeling unwell. Was having flu rigth after bathing. bad bad. I hope tmrw wont be as bad as today cos im having labtest =/ Gosh, i wont update long...damn sian already. =X

See you people on wedneseday =D hoho!

Nights!

panadol cold relief time!!

Updates!

2009-05-25T21:26:00.000-07:00

Well, so far its been a crazy week for me. My Final Year Project is killing me slowly. I have difficulty priortizing which one is important...FYP? Health? Core Modules? Tests? haiz...I guess i'll be bringing along notes to study during my holiday outing. No other choice. Hmm, i got lab test this thursday..i hope it is the feeling of confident and not complancency. Hehs.
I feel so stressed up because at one point, my FYP lecturer told me to use PWM and at another point neglect PWM for the circuit and now we need to use the PWM. WTH..haiyooo. Me and my partner sat inside the room brainstorming till we eventually decide to call it a day...seriously pathetic. Nvm..endurance, perservere and patience. All that is left is discipline.
Alright enough of my complains.
Call it a night, damn tired after jogging.
Goodnight all.

I'm addicted to Reader's Digest

my own ways =)

2009-05-18T08:09:00.000-07:00

Shhh, i should be in school by now but im still at home. Going for the 10am lesson. I'm already late for the 8am lesson =/ failed to organize myself again..sheesh. And this wounds on my arm and leg is killing me. Grrr. Ohya, my remaining ITP's salary is ready to be collected. hehehe. You know what i mean.

Okay la, i need to get ready for school soon. Dont want to be late, again!

Have a great day ahead people.
Ciao.

Tmrw, On The Field Again.

2009-05-15T23:08:00.000-07:00

Gosh, I'm so nervous for tmrw soccer match >.<>=) I just feel so hyped upppp at the moment.

Since Friday is my off day, me, wan, dan and indra went bowling after lunch. It was a bloody competitive match eventhough we played for fun. haha. Mind Games all over. haha. What important most, we had fun and end the day with alot of laughters. Sad to say, I lost to Indra 2 games straight...haha. Damn lucky lorr >.< Nvm, next game, I'll make sure I'll be consistent to beat the hell out of Indra. hohoho!

I got 2 movies to watch, Angels & Demons, and The Ramen Girl. Maybe next week will catch Angels & Demons. Really looking forward to that movie =)

Ciaoooo

Friday - Sunday

2009-05-10T22:35:00.000-07:00

Well, did nothing much for mother's day and too be very honest, im not the kind of person that express myself freely. So what i did for mother's day was just to make sure my mum enjoys her day today. I went to sunshine to run some errands for mum...i think i overspend alil too much on food. haha. Hit Lot 1 to buy lanyards which my dad need for his work. Yeap...nothing much on sunday. I found out today that something is wrong with my phone for the past few days... =/

Saturday, sit at home like a good child. My uncle gave me a call and asked me whether i would like to join his soccer team to compete in a league. I'm shock and happy at the same time. What else, without thinking twice, i agree to join. heehee. Every Saturday @ Marine Parade. Cool or What. hehs.
Friday was somehow one of the best days this week. Went to queensway and anchor point with Wan to get his so called multi purpose shoe. Suddenly, I felt like i need to get myself a few clothes, so in the end, i get myself 5 Shirts. Total money spent : $130. wahaha.
Anyway, just finished watching Manchester United Match against Man City, won 2-0 back to the top of the table. Nice nice. Few more games to go :D
Orite, i guess i got to go and catch Harper's Island, i already missed it last week =/
Ciaoz.

Just a step away...

A little bit of POA. =D

2009-05-06T21:02:00.000-07:00

skipped my tutorial lessons due to headache but went for my GEMS class in the afternoon. I barely can recall my POA back...was like 4 -6 years back. Remembered that if one of the value is wrong, you wont get the answer or your balance sheet wont be balance. Oh well, in the end, im coping well just like what fatt told me. hahs. Received my digital comms and network protocol bound notes. Straight away went to the library to read thru the first 2 chapters since i dont have the notes last week...not kanchiong uh, just catching up with the lectures. Haiz, FYP really troublesome..2 small projects. This and that =/ i just hope my fyp can be done smoothly. My dad just bought a Canon LEGRIA FS200 Camcorder which cost ard $700++ i guess he must be preparing for the overseas trip in June.haha. should have gotten a PS3 instead. haha.
Alright people, need some good sleep, 8am to 5pm tmrw -_-
Oh ya, Manchester United Get themselves to the final! weee~
Goodnight.

I am capable of really anything
but my heart is broken.

*thinking

2009-05-04T23:09:00.000-07:00

Gosh, i'm blank. dO.Ob
Already 3rd week of school and I'm still in holiday mood.
Sheesh.

Really trying my best

Frustrated >=(

2009-05-01T00:32:00.000-07:00

Today, 1 word to describe my day...Sucks. F-up. Sheesh. This is what happened, i make an order with the class rep together with the class. during the order theres are a few absentee... so when the bounded notes came in, the class rep accidentally gave the bounded notes which is supposingly to be mine to one of the absentee who did not ordered yet. That part i am okay, to think that he did not bring the list, i was pissed off...he knew i paid and i knew that as well. I asked him to ask around the class and he told me that he cannot make any assumption about who accidentally took the book. I was like..."wth assumption got to do with asking the classmates" I just gave in and let the class rep settled it by next week...haiz. I guess God didnt want me to skip lectures. Haha. I need to stay until the last lecturer finish his lecture in order to get the order form from him since he didnt have any extra with him. Nice eh...
Putting that aside...i slept during today's lectures. Damn tired from watching soccer and Anand's place with few friends. Hope Manchester United will beat the hell out of Arsenal in the return leg. Haiz...my temper's not very good at all when im sleepy = cranky :( wondering how to work it out...Also, i think im somehow a perfectionist XD
Gosh, that feel great letting off some steam...
I always cant wait for my weekends, friday included. haha.
Okaylah, i want to get my supper...
Nites people ;)

Feels Lost With No Direction.

First Day, Suck.

2009-04-20T20:38:00.000-07:00

God...my first day was bad as hell, was sick, been few weeks. Really cant find the mood to disturbs others. My nose leaking profusely. haha. 2 packets of tissue...finished. Currently listening to 98.7fm, stuffing tissue up my nose and thinking how should i cope for tmrw. argh, this nose of mine. I'm not sure whether i want to go for higher maths or not...got lesson on friday. arghh...i cant think properly!! Luckily its just the 1st week, 1st day of school...
Weather kind of humid nowadays...oh well. I just have a feeling that i'll be more organized this year. Damn...im starting to sneeze all over again....
I'm calling it a night.
Lights out ;)

I want to be honest with everyone.

It's Over!! woohoo

2009-04-17T22:46:00.000-07:00

I'm all smile when my Boss signed the book. I felt as if a huge burden is off my shoulders. But you know, I'm gonna miss my everyday so called 'work out' at ION Orchard eventhough i dislike it, carrying 14 step ladder around the building plus going up by the stairs. Pay received but more to come, they'll call me sooon. hehehe.

For some reason, i miss my long hair...haha.(random) Grow fast fast!!

During Study Week ( 2 months back?? )

So much different...now and then. haha.

3rd year, here i come!! and I'll come stronger :)

I am in need of sports!! Soccer, Gyming, Jogging or Bowling anyone? XD

Have A Goodnight All.

Others are puzzles, puzzling me.

school reopening! :D

2009-04-16T23:24:00.000-07:00

Weeee~ Done with my ITP and tmrw will be going to the office to collect the pay and settle some final stuff. I miss schooling and i cant wait to go back.

During the ITP, i realize something about myself, my temper is not that good...must be all those last minute and rushing of works, especially when someone rushed me to do things, i get pissed off easily i might say. Oh well, i hope i being the chill pill me again. heehee. And also, i hope my health will get better...been coughing eversince i was transferred to Orchard Turn.

Anyhow, i think i need some sleep now...
Nites all. *coughs*
=)

Making it lively!

If Only I...

2009-04-10T23:22:00.000-07:00

Well, today was suppose to be a happy and relaxing day for me. Yep, it was a relaxing but i was not happy. This what happened, out of the blue, my aunt called our house and told us that one of my aunties had to undergo a major operation. I was blasted. Shocked. Sad. I really thought that my aunt would be able to leave the hospital but seriously, i cant really describe how i feel... sad. Sometimes, i wonder whether the doctors really used the best medicine. I visited my aunt just now and she told me about how she know that she needs another operation, it really feel as if my heart been stab. I really wish i have the power to save/cure others. I dont know what to do...her son is feeling down..so as her daughter. I really wish i could do something =( Hope she'll recover fast after the operation tmrw...=(

And i cancelled the plan meeting with shah and others. i just dont feel like going at that point of time. Sorry yeah.

Nites.

I can't get close if your not there

Just Another Day

2009-04-07T22:02:00.000-07:00

Evening people.

Just came back from outing with Wan, Syafiq and Danial. Played Bowling :D like finally. Released early from work because i need to register a module online. Choosed Financial Management For Engineers. I got no idea what else i should picked.

Been dying to play bowling eversince im having attachment. Now, i can bowl a super straight ball instead of my usual curved style.

Strength + Accuracy + Stress = No Chance For The Pin.

Seriously, i didnt know i was that strong until i released my stress and worthless worries. The Pins went flying...and i was like "This felt good" so i just keep bowling those straight balls.

After the outing, i bring up a topic about "Changes In People". I am amazed how people can changed drastically within a flick of a finger. I also dont know what changed them...peer pressure? Influence? No I'm not pointing fingers, I'm just curious how people change...how the mind works during that particular period(where things started to change). Danial told me that he was shocked about my drastic changes eversince i joined ITE. Scoring good grades unlike my secondary sch times. Honestly speaking, i can do well in O Level..but i'm negatively influenced at that point of time.

Past Mistakes make me grow stronger and be a better person. My dad, is the person that made the most impact in my life. When he was hospitalise because the doctor discover that my father is prone to heart attack and had to do a surgery to fix it. At that point of time, im damn afraid of losing my dad and so, not to let my family down and also myself, i aimed to get good grades and education. And thank god, my dad is still alive now :) And my family...i got to thank them for supporting me till where i am now. Wont let them down anymore, once is enough.

And to Fatt, are u free on this friday? Shah planned a group outing to catch fast and furious. Do reply :) tank you. hehe.

Alright people, i want to go eat my dinner again. haha.
Nights all.

I'm A Tree With Strong Roots.

Monday Bluess

2009-04-06T10:45:00.000-07:00

Morning Peeps, just woke up.
Going to work at lunchtime, need to take an award at ITE Dover first. Eagles Award huh.
Few more weeks till im done with my attachment. Cant wait man! School gonna reopen soon and guess what, i got no lessons on FRIDAY!!! woohooo! Managed to enter Power and Communication Specialisation module. So yeap, i expect Communication to be a lot tougher.
Also, i cant wait for Good Friday, no, im not celebrating it, i want to go for friday prayers and meet my frens as well, eversince im attached to this company, i didnt get the chance to go. Hope its an off day for me :D
Hmm, i wonder what time should i go out later...=/
Oh well...i think i will get ready around 11 plus then head to ITE dover.
BYE!!

Living by my own policies.

A supervisor's supervisor.

2009-04-02T23:29:00.000-07:00

Hey! just came back from work...Overtime...sheesh. I'll just keep it short.

My safety helmet( By right, I should not be putting tape or design, this design somehow makes me look like a supervisor..serious)

It's just one of an idea from a creative mind of an attachment student.haha

Another Glimpse of Ion Orchard

Another one.

For your information, Ion Orchard will be open on 21st July 2009 (for now) theres quite alot of shops like Dior, Burberry, Louis Vutton, Pois, Adidas and many more. I think this shop "Cartier" is a new shop. A fashion shop, i think. A lot of shops...for girls and ladies. What to do, they like shopping. haha.

I feel like taking an MC tmrw....been sick for a week and still working. Though its getting better, i feel like i need a rest...serious.haha.

I see how my condition tmrw...

More pictures soon.

Goodnight people :D

I always wanted to be myself =)

Changed.

2009-03-29T00:07:00.000-07:00

Hello all!

This is gonna be random but i want to thanks every single person who have helped me in my life all this while. So, THANKS YOU, may you guys succeed in life! Amin. (call me crazy if you want but i just feel like letting everything out) Dont get me wrong, I'm saying this not because "its the end" I just want to thanks everyone.

These are some of the particular people i wanted to thank most.

To Ridhwan, Fattasha, Danial, Ash, Fir, Syafiq & Vapours - You Guys are the best, Thanks for everything!

To Fitri - You are one cool lady and thanks for the advice(s), See you around soon with donuts. Hehs.

To Nor Ain - Thanks for lightening up my life. You brought a new meaning in my life. Though things aint the same anymore, i hope we'll still be friends in the future. Always be strong.

To Rahayu - You and the rest bring joy @ Melaka

To Yuniza - You can be the new Da Vinci!

To Zuraimi - Thanks for being my study partner.

I think that's all i want to say to these people.

QA Album Cover

QA Band Mates. Yellow Hats

I change for myself

Alright people, i want to rest.
Gyming tmrw.
Nites.

Tests From Allah.

Simple Update.

2009-03-25T21:51:00.000-07:00

Well, I'm still alive...working. haha.

Haiz, need to reach the site tmrw by 9am, Project Manager coming down..sheesh. All this while, it was 930am. Oh well, wth.

My parents are planning to go overseas this June...somewhere around the middle east. I hope I'll be joining them too.

Okay, See you people around, off to bed.
Nights.
What's past is past.
forgive myself and move on =)

Army Boy Cut.

2009-03-23T20:35:00.000-07:00

I feel reborn!! Cut my hair like an army boy eventhough i got a year left before entering NS. Always wanted to cut damn short...and finally, I did it! Honestly, i cant stand my hair especially when the surrounding at my workplace is damn humid and stuffy.

Nash showing a good example by wearing a full PPE gear.

Khai @ work.

myself before a new haircut...messy right? (see the surrounding)

A glimpse of Ion Orchard In The Making.

Maybe tmrw, i post a picture of myself with the new haircut. Ronaldo pun kalah. Haha. Ok la, somehow i felt so relieved after my haircut.

Alright, need to go and take a bath.

Goodnight and takecare.

Released from the chain that is holding me back, thanks =)

Next Project.

2009-03-22T08:22:00.000-07:00

Next project : Ion Orchard
Yeah! Its Orchard. Honestly, I'm afraid of the place. Scaffolds. Foreign Objects. Anything might just happen to you but i hope none of this will happen. The ladder that are needed to be used are damn tall. a minimum of 15 steps. Scary but true. Anyway, these are some pictures i took while on the way back.

Next time, I'll take photos the interior, you'll be shock. 4 Level of Baselivements and 9 Level of Parking+shops. Not yet included the residential area that is going to be built after completing the bottom part.

Cant believe it Manchester United lost yet again...oh well, luckily its just soccer.

Alright, will be going for a run and gym with Ridhwan soon.

Sunday huh? Got to enjoy =D

Ciao.

Got to continue on living =]

Keeping it short.

2009-03-18T21:57:00.000-07:00

Hello, just to update you peeps about my results.
Alhamdullilah that I managed to make a slight improvement on my GPA.
Overall GPA is 3.609
thank god.
A big thank you to my classmates and friends who have help and support me during the tough days. THANK YOU!

Takecare all, away I Go.

A, A, A, A, B, B+ and a C+

Reflections.

2009-03-13T23:05:00.000-07:00

I Wont be blogging often from now on as i am working full time for 5 more weeks and i dont think i can find the time to blog. No, I'm not running away, I just need a breather. Only Him knows how long I need...

Goodnight.

Lily C.
Due to recent incident, it somehow make me realise, wake me up. Curiosity Does Kill A Cat. Shake me up for some reason. Yes, i did reflect on that mistake day after day wishing that i could turn back time and not do such thing. I guess the trust you had in me will lessen and I cant blame you for that. Though I got no intention to hurt you, in the end I would end up hurting you. Therefore, I am sorry.

I cant bear to hurt you again.

I Am Sorry.

2009-03-11T21:12:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, passed my SOC and manage to get myself a cert, which is more like a card that shows you are a SAFE. Hehs.
Haiz, just now went to work as per normal. Did testing and commissioning of DDC. I think we'll manage to finish the project by this week and proceed to the next location, which is most likely located at Orchard Turn.
Ok lah, I think i am off to bed now.
Go ManUnited! Go Go Go!

Goodnight!

This feeling is unbearable.

Sick..

2009-03-10T06:31:00.000-07:00

Haiz, sick sick sick...must be yesterday...raining.
i cant blog much because i need to go to toa payoh sooooooon.
Got Safety Orientation Course at BCA Academy from 830am to 530pm.

argh...i got to go already.
Ciaoz!

If words could make wishes come true.

A day at work...

2009-03-08T21:49:00.000-07:00

A Week Review @ DUKE NUS BMS

Nash And Khai *I look like a Fire Fighter*

Superman And Chinaman ( Wang Jun )

FUH! lebarnyer senyuman, confirm dpt balik. haha.

Sunday over...thank god. Was having headache while working just now but still manage to do it. Almost giving up myself...i guess i have pretty high endurance. heehee =D boss treat us to dinner after a day of hard work. heehee.

Ok la, tmrw is just going to be another working day but its cool =)

I'll go rest...for now =)

CIAOZ!

the deepest thought.

Overtime Over-Worked.

2009-03-08T00:59:00.000-08:00

For almost one whole week, i overtimed my work, 9am-8pm. Nevertheless, i'm getting used to these hectic schedule of mine though its very tiring. Just now, i just forget what day is it today..only a week and i forgot, power or what. Anyway, later work OT again..haiz, i hope the boss is right...last push tmrw. =(

Just now worked 9am to 1pm but in the end, overtime till 5pm. After that, i decided to pay a suprise visit to Lily Chang's workplace. Its been eons since i saw her in person. Tk abes2 ngan Wayne Rooney dier. Haha. I really felt relieved after seeing her. Missed her sangat-sangat =) i really have alot to say and tell her..but u know, i dont really like to disturb people when they're working. Insya'Allah one day, we'll have a proper meeting/outing, okie?

Alright, going to watch Manchester United's Match against Fulham.

So yeap, nights.

Alot to say but i cant find the time =(

and...what is this feeling?

Even On Sunday =(

2009-03-06T22:13:00.000-08:00

Yesss people, I am even working on SUNDAY. No 'OFF' for me. Soon after we are done with this project, we'll be going to Orchard for another project. Boohoo =( How am i going to make plans...nvm, i'll try my best to make things happen.

Magic :) Oh ya, By the way, That's ME! Who knows, people thought its just one of the foreign workers. haha.

Alright, tomorrow gonna be one hell of a day, again =)

Goodnight =)

Putting the puzzle pieces back in place.

All about ITP

2009-03-05T23:38:00.000-08:00

Well, for those who have been wondering what i did for ITP, I'll let the pictures do the talking.

Our main objective is to test the circuit board/Controller that is install in the ceiling. So, we climbed the ladder for every test that is needed to be done. This is how we climb the ladder. Kids dont try this at home!!

Look up, yeap, there, we need to go up there.

Wooo! a defective circuit board. Got to remove it this instant.

What's with that face khai? Must be shocking seeing alot of wires and cables around. hoho.

YAY! managed to remove the circuit board. Known as Variable Air Volume Double direct control ( VAV DDC )

Alright citizens, Khairul needs some rest, for now :)

Goodnight.

Congratulation to Lily C. upon getting into the school :)

Just Me and You...

Day 2 of attachment.

2009-03-03T21:42:00.000-08:00

Went to the on site place to start doing some useful work. It's located at Outram, near GH. Building named DUKE NUS BMS. yeap. Right now, we're installing, checking, inspecting the controllers to ensure that everything works well by this saturday. What suprises me most was, almost everyone there is a trainee and yet they have abundance of knowledge in them. So envious. Ended at 8pm...which means, a 2 hour OT at the moment. Gosh..please no OT for tmrwww...pleaseeee.

haiz....i guess im going to bed now...
CiaooooZ!

make it happen

First Day of Attachment!

2009-03-02T21:52:00.000-08:00

God...1st day attachment was...dull. Seriously, i was hoping that we could go to the site to see other senior engineers at work but in the end, the 5 of us, sit inside the office, reading data sheets for one whole day. Not to mention that i fall asleep. Hoho, not that im looking for trouble but im have insufficient sleep due to the goalless game which led to PENALTIES! thank god manchester united dont let me down. haha.

Haiz, i just hope tmrw will be a better dayyyyy...pleaseeee, i need some action to be active!!!

going bed now, tmrw, another long day. hoho
OH YA, I JUST WENT FOR A HAIRCUT...and i think...i think...i look good la. HOHO!!

GOODNIGHT!

it takes time.

Finally, it's over~

2009-02-28T00:17:00.000-08:00

Thank God i can make it thru the exams. Finally can be in peace! No more brain cracking :D enjoyed today's bowling session with my Syafiq, Dan and Indra. Played according to technique and not flair. heehee.
Haiz, now having from a slight headache...=/ must be the effect of lack of sleep. Tmrw, going to go to my ITP place, to know the routes and all...going to start my attachment on the 2nd of March, which is this coming monday. heehee.

Alright people, sleeping time.
Nights.

Tell me if this is for real...

Petrified.

2009-02-23T22:41:00.000-08:00

I got to admit that this semester exam papers really got me stoned for awhile. Though i know i wont fail...i just have a feeling this semester results will pull my GPA down =/

Haiz...this is so sucky. =(

my mind is so cloudy.

Ouch..that was hard...

2009-02-21T00:03:00.000-08:00

Haiz, was so shocked when i look through the ACS paper minutes before it starts. I honestly got to admit that it was a hard plus tricky paper. Though i am able to do most of the questions with ease, I am still disappointed with myself. Complacency, my weakness...haiz. Khai, Khai. Tsk.
Nevermind...

Anyway, i got 2 papers left which is Maths and S&I. Hmm...i just hope I can revise everything On sunday since im having kenduri at my aunt's place later on. Should i bring along my notes? =/ hmmm.

Gosh...i think i better sleep early tmrw as i will try my best and study tmrw =)
Goodnight all.

Let me wait.

2 DOWN!!! 3 MOreeeee

2009-02-19T11:58:00.000-08:00

Got to say that I'm alil bit pissed of with myself regarding yesterday paper. Grrrr, I should have read the formula more carefully...sheesh. Nevermind, shows that i did not really practice much on the module tutorial. But I hope to get atleast a B+ for it. heehee. I really wanted to maintain my GPA of 3.5 if not, improve it.

Anyway, my dad suprise me again when he got home, yes he GOT, an iPod Shuffle for free. First time was the iPod Nano 4th Gen, and now an iPod Shuffle. I woke up early2 in the morning and i saw this white colour box on the dining table...so i take a peek and i was like..."Huh! again? how come?" i am thankful la, but i was like "WOW" at the same time. Its a red coloured Ipod Shuffle, looks nice =)

Guess what, my mum just taught me how to cook rice XD wahahaha. maybe she'll be teaching me to cook some other stuff as well. hehehe. Oh ya, i just realise that im into reading. wahaha! like wth. The haze is making things so hot =( rain rain !!

Woot, got a call from "Lily Chang" =)

alright la, i think i'll stop here. nothing much to update other than my personal life.
Have a good day all.

Have a good day people!! ;)

1 Down ! 4 To Go!

2009-02-18T11:20:00.000-08:00

Wooo, DCS paper down and i confidently thinks that i can get a grade A for it. Wohoho. Joking jee! I just find that the DCS paper was do-able. I just leave the lecturer to do the marking. haha! I got another paper later on, EMD paper at 6pm. My most hated module...but will of coz, give my best in doing the paper.

I really should not be blogging...sheesh.

ok lah, i think i gotta start doing a quick revision...
Ciao!

To be or not to be...

2009-02-16T22:10:00.000-08:00

That is the question..

Hmm, tmrw first paper... for exams.
Haiz...Wish me Luck.

sigh x 100!

Goodnight.

dangles on a string

Answered.Answer.

2009-02-13T00:01:00.000-08:00

My heart jump for joy when i check my school mail, I'm going to be attached at a company somewhere at Kaki Bukit. Yep, its that far, but I will be looking forward to it MAN!! First time going to work...LIKE FINALLY :D its gonna be tough but i'll make sure i'll adapt to working lifestyle ASAP. hehe. Thank God!! it was just yesterday when i am so damn worried that i wont be doing my ITP this year. I am so glad =)

I guess i'll be hitting the bed now, tmrw last lab test...gonna score for it.

2009-02-12T00:43:00.000-08:00

Every now and then, I've been thinking what will be my next step of my life. Though i know thinking is useless unless you put some action into it, I just need some rough ideas to plan my future. Thoughts like "should i be a teacher in technical line" or "should i be going for a degree" came in mind. Of cause, marriage will come if i get myself a stable job, Insya'Allah. Chey khai seh. haha. for now, im not thinking about marriage eh..so pleaseee. =) I still have a LONG way to go.

Erm, im left with few more days to exams, like...less than 6 days? Exam is one thing...ITP is another, i guess i'll be doing my ITP in my 3rd year then...sheesh. What a bummer.

Alright, time check, 1:03am d-_-b

Goodnight all.

the heart can only take so much.

FINAL SPRINT LA BABE!!!

2009-02-10T01:45:00.000-08:00

Like Finally, projects DONE! totally relieved. Though i should not be blogging now, i just feel so happy that i can finally focus on exam modules. Tak boleh tahann! hehs. At this moment of time, i'm studying my EMD..really hate it. Though i do know how to do it, they make the question so tricky that you have a difficulty doing it...and the best part is...the method is damn short. How annoying. I dont really have alot of problems with the rest except for emd and eng maths. i need to pull up my socks, again. Hahs. i prefer calculus rather than laplace. Statistic is still okay. Yeap.

ALright la, i wannt to go sleep...1:50am already d-_-b

Goodnight all.

I want to be the person who you can rely on.

Something I Read.

2009-02-04T11:00:00.000-08:00

Damn it lah...exams is within less than 2 weeks. I really given up on my Maths project for good. Its so damn hard and i am having headache because of it. Tsk. I guess I'll do what I can do. Haiz..dah la group leader. Damn it! I read up a book that my parents got when they attend this dinner-cum-talk. Basically, this book is about stress management. So i just read it thru slowly, and i saw this wall of text. Here it goes ~

What Is Success?

To laugh often and love much;

To win the respect of intelligent persons and the affection of children;

To earn the approval of honest critics and endure betrayal of false friends;

To appreciate beauty;

To find the best in others;

To give one's self without the slightest thougof return;

To have accomplished a task,

whether by a health child,

a rescued soul, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition;

To have played and laugh with enthusiasm and sung with exaltation;

To know that even one life has breathed easier becasue you have lived.

This is to have succeeded.

~Ralph Waldo Emerson~

This Is Success!!

Okay, that was totally lame. The chair is damn light and im not that strong. =) saya adalah hamba Allah yang paling lemah =D

Okay la..i guess i need to tido/sleep now...headache is coming again. haiz..

Good nite all.

we’ve been down that road a couple of times.

Almost there!!

2009-01-28T22:28:00.000-08:00

Gosh, i cant believe that i am almost done with most of my projects :D i hope all of it will be good. I wont be sharing much today coz was kinda exhausted doing my Music Appreciation Scrapbook/PortFolio and i didnt realise until i stopped and looked at the time...it was 2 in the morning o.O Its been like years since i used a glue for my project works. Hahs. I still have the talent to draw eventhough not that nice/artistic =D doing some of these things once in a while is fun. Hahs.

Sticking all the musical notes in an orderly manner.

Drawing and Colouring the Piano...had a lot of trouble drawing the cover of the piano.

Like Finally, Completed!! =D

Going to bed now, tmrw lessons starts at 8am...haiyoooo.

Goodnight peeps >.<

Family Outing =)

2009-01-27T00:09:00.000-08:00

Just what i need for today, a family outing. My dad plan to have dinner outside and my elder brother suggested Arnold's Chicken at City Plaza. Everyone agreed. We reached city plaza around 630pm but to our disappointment, the whole plaza was...closed. yeap. So i suggested to my family to have a walk around geylang since its been awhile. Alot of shop was closed due to CNY. We decided to have our dinner at a coffee shop/Cafe. I was the last one to finish my food since i order Lamb Chop and i'm having difficulty cutting the meat XD im so lousy at cutting. haha. Anyway, after dinner, mum thought of going to Marina Barrage and i quickly answered "why not?" with a wide smile on my face. Been wanting to go there but i just cant find the right time. The route towards Marina Barrage were poorly lit...not much light at the carparks and the pavement. Once we reach the Marina Barrage itself, it was so damn cool...the wind, the atmosphere...the place itself is niceee. The breeze can carry away your worries...serious. That's how i felt. I mind was at ease for a moment =)

I usually wear very slack when i went out with my family unless its a special occasion =) feel like myself once in awhile :D

Sometimes, i feel that im being too full of myself and i dont really like it...please...point out where i go wrong, anyone...=) thanks.

Goodnight =)

Make me understand if i dont.

high speed race...

2009-01-25T00:01:00.000-08:00

Well, you guys must have thought that im racing with someone...but noooo..im racing against with time. Yep. Haix...im still struggling with my Report Writing, confused on how to "analyse" so as not to make the same mistakes again...i need to hand in like...a week from now and im still stuck in the middle section of the report. Shucks!

Projects to be completed ASAP :
- Report Writing (2 weeks from now)
- Maths PBIL (5th Feb 09)
- Music Appreciation Portfolio ( 28th Jan 09 )

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Accepting Reality

2009-01-21T22:15:00.000-08:00

I feel so weak...tired...exhausted.

and im kind of sad. =(

Dont misunderstand my intentions, people...please =(

goodnight.

Akankah berakhir semua rasa yang tercipta ?

Incubus

2009-01-16T00:45:00.000-08:00

~DRIVE~

Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear

And I can't help but ask myself how much

I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer.

It's driven me before, and it seems to have a vague,

Haunting mass appeal.

But lately I'm beginning to find that I

Should be the one behind the wheel.

Whatever tomorrow brings,

I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeah

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there...I'll be there

So, if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive

Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive?

Aah-ah-oo-o-o.

It's driven me before and it seems to be the way

That everyone else gets around.

But lately I'm beginning to find that when

I drive myself my light is found.

Whatever tomorrow brings,

I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeahhh

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there...I'll be there.

Would you choose water over wine....hold the wheel and drive?

Whatever tomorrow brings,

I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeah

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there..I'll be there.

Do do do do do do do do do do do

Ohh wa oh

Do do do do do do do do do do do

Ohh wa oh

~end~

STRESS! %&(*$#!

2009-01-14T23:11:00.000-08:00

This is the worst stress side effect i ever had...and i hate it to the core. Yesterday was the 1st time ever in my life that i surrender to the stress side effects. I've seen this coming but not this great. Body weakens, digestion problems, cant focus at all, having to breathe harder...and even headache eventhough it come and go. I dont want to get sick during this important period where few more weeks and it will be the semester exam. haiz...life life. Tsk. I think i need to play bowling =/ soooon

Gosh...i need a to finish up fast with the quality! =(

Preparing Ahead

2009-01-07T22:03:00.000-08:00

I should not be blogging right now but it seems that i need to relief myself from schoolwork, not homework eh.haha. I must admit...I'm totally worried for myself. Afraid i cannot finist all of it to date. Haiz, macam-macam orang eh ader dlm dunia nie...i feel so useless at times, yes, useless. Currently listening to Traumerei by Robert Schumann...something to relax the mind and soul while doing school work and thank goodness that there will be manchester united match in the morning. Confirm going to watch it. One of my cousins will be dropping by SP for the open house thingy while waiting for his O Level results which will be released on this coming monday. All the best boy. hahs. To a friend of mine who is also waiting for the result, all the best and hope she gets the result she aimed for :)

Alright, i guess that's it for the night.
Cya all ard. hee.

out from my comfort zone!!

The time will come.

2009-01-04T23:42:00.000-08:00

Evening earthlings :D

-Weekends -

Nothing much happen, just went to the supermarket to get myself some stuff. Whereas on Sunday, went to school to brush up on my PBIL(project thingy) and the best part was...went i was on the way home. I cannot believe that Fattasha was somewhere behind me...mangkok punyer Khai. Sheesh. wahaha, Fatt, sorry uh...HAHA! Hit the gym at CCK stadium with Ridhwan, then both of us decided to go for a jog at the track...as usual we were the last to leave the place, yes, we are crazy but not to create public nuisance :) hahs.

Oh ya, i forgot one more damn important resolution of mine :D
- Try not to be late most of the time for lab/lecture/tutorial...attendance important babe!!
(I don't like when school starts at 8 but do i have a choice?)

I guess its time to say goodnight.
Nights all.

i'll be going.

Happy New Year 2009!

2009-01-01T00:33:00.000-08:00

First of all, alot of things happen in 2008, sad when i'm losing grip of someone important to me, happy when i manage to enter direct 2nd year poly and manage to get a good result for my semester. I dont really know how should i feel. Happy? Sad? or even content..that's all the past.

2009 resolutions.
-Must be commited in whatever i do!
-Be serious at the right time
-Improve myself to be a even better person.
-Getting over it completely
-Maintain/Improve my GPA
-*Maybe* it's time for me to have someone.
-Keep my hair long (if possible.haha.)
-Keep FIT!
-love and be loved.
-Improve the bonds with my cousinsss.

Alright. Happy new year all. May this year brings out the best in all of us.
Goodnight.

its my mistake in the end.

Back To School.

2008-12-30T00:00:00.000-08:00

School Reopens.

Get 2 out of 5 papers...i did unexpectedly well for both it. 84 and 95...O.O terkejut biler nmpk total marks. Alhamdulillah. =) I guess its going to be another final sprint starting from now onwards. Sheesh, i really hate it when i things get competitive but nvm, being an optimistic perosn, i'm sure i'll be able to make it thru.

Waiting.

Howie Day - She Says

Sweet is the sight of her room

window open by candle light

how would you know

cold winter on the shore chills the dress she wore

it's on the floor

still it feels so warm today

and that's why i'm wondering why

you had to tell me what's going on in your head

what's wrong

come around to another time when you don't have to run

and when she says she wants somebody else

i hope you know she doesn't mean you

and when she breaks down and makes a sound

you'll never hear her the way that i do

and when she says she wants someone to love

i hope you know that she doesn't mean you and

when she breaks down and lets you down

i hope you know that she doesn't mean you

swing into flight

over hills, over her hills it's twilight yeah,

i guess that's right now

while we're here tell me why it's so funny that you're so funny

when you're mad cause it's mad, so mad

Goodnight. ;D

I'll Take You On

Picturesss.

2008-12-21T00:02:00.000-08:00

As I promised, PICTURES !! :D

At Langkawi Airport (Almost the same scenery at Launceston Airport)

Air Ticket

Lanai Resort's Beach

SunSet

Rent A car And Tour ourself :))

The Valuable Map. Will be Lost w/o it. heehee.

Somewhere near the cable car area

Almost Top of the world.

Sweeeet :D

Yeap, You read it right. ( Going towards the 7 Wells)
Our *new* car. :)

one of their hot springs :D

Waiting for our ride

Dad And Mom.

Beat my dad's record of 53km/h . I managed to get 56km/h. Believe me, you dont want to ride it at a very fast speed...very scary, especially when the wave hits you. Bumpy ride.

Oh ya, I think I've made up my mind to continue studying after poly/ns..Insya'Allah, getting myself a degree in Engineering then will go work. Still a long way to go =/ perservere and endure.

Okay la gang, sleeping time. Will be going to National Stadium with uncles and counsins to support SINGAPORE!!! GGGOOOOOGGOOOO LIONSSS. haha. im sick or what?

Goodnight.

Let Me Take You There

--- Sick ---

2008-12-18T20:41:00.000-08:00

Just to let people know that I'm back home safely :)

I wont post any pictures for today's post. Very sick uh..

I shall make a proper proper post next time..

Till then, Takecare All.

Just like a candle's flame flickering in the storm.

Looking Ahead

RANDOM*

Back!!!

^.^

Vacation at Pulau Tekong!

midnight rush!

sore throat.

Tch.

Houseboy

Inner Voice

Tired la siao.

Reaction-less

Disappointed

Cant Wait.

Noob Me.

freedom and boredom

be yourself.

2 down, 2 to go =)

Modules are killing me...

awkward.

2010, almost there...

=S

Its getting closerrrr =S

I go crazy when im tired.

you and music

RAYA OUTING!

Cool.

Woohoo! It Works!

Repairing.

Results =)

updated.

Cleaning.

HOLIDAYS!!

2 down, 2 more to go and...

w00t!

up-up-update

Humans, that's what we are.

got to kick those bad habits!

stretchessss *yawn*

Yayy!

6 more weeks. (week 12)

I wonder...

Last Paper! =)

Six Hours

Eh-Oh-Kay

Home but unwell =(

Holidays Meant to Be Holidays

My 21st =)

Sick =(

Updates!

my own ways =)

Tmrw, On The Field Again.

Friday - Sunday

A little bit of POA. =D

*thinking

Frustrated >=(

First Day, Suck.

It's Over!! woohoo

school reopening! :D

If Only I...

Just Another Day

Monday Bluess

A supervisor's supervisor.

Changed.

Simple Update.

Army Boy Cut.

Next Project.

Keeping it short.

Reflections.

I Am Sorry.

Sick..

A day at work...

Overtime Over-Worked.

Even On Sunday =(

All about ITP

Day 2 of attachment.

First Day of Attachment!

Finally, it's over~

Petrified.

Ouch..that was hard...

stretchessss yawn